Inspiration

I am having trouble believe that God cares for me. I always figured that others needs and wants comes first. I am not talented at all, I have no creativity, can;t sing a damn. However, when I was listening to the radio, a Pink song came on. My counselor things that song was meant to be a inspiration for me. Im not sure if its Gods work, or just lucky coicidence. I think that I overthink too much. I dont just let things be. Below is Pinks song Perfect. I have bolded, where her words has struck home with me.

Perfect by Pink

Made a wrong turn, once or twiceDug my way out, blood and fireBad decisions, that's alrightWelcome to my silly lifeMistreated, misplaced, misunderstoodMiss 'No way, it's all good', it didn't slow me down. Mistaken, always second guessing, underestimated. Look, I'm still aroundPretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feelLike you're less than fuckin' perfectPretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothingYou're fuckin' perfect to me!

You're so mean, when you talk about yourself, you were wrong Change the voices in your head, make them like you insteadSo complicated, look happy, you'll make it! Filled with so much hatred...such a tired gameIt's enough! I've done all I can think ofChased down all my demons,

I've seen you do the sameOh, pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feelLike you're less than fuckin' perfect{ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/p/pink-lyrics/fuckin_-perfect-lyrics.html }Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothingYou're fuckin' perfect to meThe whole world's scared so I swallow the fearThe only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beerSo cool in line, and we try try try, but we try too hard and it's a waste of my time

Done looking for the critics, cause they're everywhereThey dont like my jeans, they don't get my hairExchange ourselves, and we do it all the timeWhy do we do that? Why do I do that? Why do I do that..?Yeah, oh, oh baby, pretty baby..!Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel Like you're less than fuckin' perfectPretty pretty please, if you ever ever feelLike you're nothing, you're fucking perfect to meYou're perfect, you're perfect! Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing You're fuckin' perfect to me...